2001-12-19 The last time I was at an airport was also Jane-related. In May I flew the student rate from here to Dallas to Pittsburgh for her graduation. Long before all the current business going on, I still had one of the worst anxiety attacks I've ever had. But somehow I sat through it. I'd barely slept the night before, driving into town at some rediculous hour and catching a 7am flight. Whenever I walk onto a plane I play this wierd mind-trick to make myself feel better. It has to do with "reading" people's aura's and determining whether or not everyone is healthy. Of course I can't really read aura's. But Jane's mom - who can, and has startled me on occasion reading mine - told me that the feint glow around people that I do see (if I'm relaxed enough) is something like an aura. Energy is the closest English term, I think. So as passengers line up at the gate, against a usually light-colored background, I check for healthy halos. Supposedly, if they're dark halos, that's bad news. But like I said, I can't read auras, it's just something that takes my mind off the flying. There's no amount of rational explanation that can convince me that a 100-ton contraption of welded metel is supposed to fly in the air. (This is a helluva thing to be thinking about while people I know are flying all over the country right now...) Anyhoo, on the first leg of my flight in May from here to Dallas, I was playing my little trick - but I couldn't see anything. Nothing! Anxiety attacks are a bitch if you've had no sleep. I almost walked off the plane. That's how bad it was. Uuuh...I gotta git, but I'm headed towards heart attacks, Russ Haas, and the dinger in the middle of a late-night episode. More later.... |
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